Sunday 27 November 2011

lets call it the big day

oH MY SWEET BLOG(ONE OF MY MANY).now im i to start clearing the cobwebs on the roof or the dust on te padlock on the burglar.. .ITS BEEN LIKE 3MONTHS SINCE I PUT something/anything up in here my thots,ideas,worries,fictious fictions..or as facbook would say..whats oin my mind..
Soooo the big day came..don't ask me how. i also cant understand how fast things happened but before i knew it i was at the church compound.The lovely music"to mean my lovely kinda music..the music i heard prepared and planned for was on..The bridal party was ready to do their thing..everyone was expect one person..arzin seriously..how can everyone else be ready other than this one person?*rolling eyes*..before i knew it the bridal party team had walked down the aisle.The music changed n my loveliest was on i knew that was a que for me to start my journey down the aisle to meet my soon to be(in a few minutes hub..wIthin a sec,a milli things hit me n the greatest of all was that  i was sooo in my Blue jeans and one of my favorite t-shirts that has the writings THE MORE OF MY BEHAVIOR YOU GET USED TO..THE LESS YOU WILL HAVE TO FORGIVE ME.''..Om G..its my wedding day..its my wedding.DAY(singing as i write  "TOdays' my weddin day).all heads turned to the beggining of the aisle..everyone standing awaiting to see the bride.A thick drop of sweat drop from undearneath my armpit.I run to some strange building where the water closets were..i got a white linen suit..an 'A' line skirt(knee length)and a sleeveless top,..without thinking much i quickly got into this God given miraculous suite..Goose bumps formed on my arms..one after the other with the same speed as that of an evening rain drop that has been preparing the world with it cumulus nimbus like for the entire afternoon.I quickly wore my lovely black cardigan..run as first as my pretty legs could carry me..I got to the church entrance..checked myself out..put on the dont really care facade..*sigh*breathed heavily and quickly walked down the aisle..and to keep the pace the officiating minister  started the service..*The day I’ve been waiting for has come and I’m so excited. Excited because I know. I know you are the man I not only love, but the man I need.You have extended grace and forgiveness. You have shown me love in spite of fault. You have displayed strength in my weakness. Today, in the presence of our Almighty God, amazing family, and astounding friends, I vow promises to you and have a great counsel of witnesses to hold me accountable. xxx I promise to love the Lord my God with the totality of my being; with all my heart, soul, mind and strength…you may know kiss the bride..mwaaa..lol*all this in my head as the minister is talking.lol..
We did our i do's n shortly the ceremony was over..I quickly walked out..grabbed my galpal drove down to her house..into the bedroom..she chomoad her gown,,i put it on..n off to church we went..back to the reception..oh my..**tiriii tiriii tiriiri..*yeiks my alarm went own**warrrrt!twas all but a bad dream!!!!gwosh..
Haha...To me this was a sign of unpreparedness..twas a new saeson/a gown fitting spree season..I had formed a new hobby moving from one bridal shop to another trying out gowns.filling in the many forms n promising some of the sa's that i will come back..day in day out without really settling for any of this lovely gowns..but then not forgetting to mention..that in as much as i knew what i wanted..i started getting confused on what i ] really wanted..esh..twasnt funny..before the end of that week went back to my 1st love..the 2nd gown i ever tried own..on the 1st day ever in my life to try on a gown..made my deposit booked the gown..n did everything pertaining to*that is my gown*most expensive attire i have ever owned..tsk...Shared this with my pal who got married early this year and she responded to my mail telling me that is one of many dreams and shared how she dreamt that she had worn masaii sandals on her wedding day..huh***deadment..that malizad me....lol..and another "then to be bride narrated to me her wedding story,.. her story  was soo hilarious NOT...lol...she woke up,showered,BUT her gown wasn't there,here hair dresser no where in sight..no mamas singing n all..everybody was late..EVENTUALLY,they tried catching up with time..got to church an hour later..alas!!*mchumba unayo m expect hapatikani kwa saSA*..ya the grooom hadnt arrived*he was also RUNNING late..But i thot the groom waits for the bride!!duuuh...lol..Kidogo like this..si groom shows up in his pajamas(late in ur pj's for our wedding..??) hahahahah***booom...**she woke up..

All this was in her dreams***just another one of the*bride to b  dreams*si i was chekeshwad..id love to hear more of this psychological bride to be dreams...D:)i will source for them*